I Cannot Find The Words

I cannot find the words
Words that express how I feel,
Even now a tear is leaving my eye
Its all just so unreal

I feel I am stuck somewhere
In a place between love and pain
Not knowing if my own eyes
Will ever see yours again

Now more tears are falling
Clouding my vision for sure,
And I am struggling to type this
I dont think I can take much more.

I just want to be on my own
Where no one can see me cry,
Have silence so I can mourn you
As tears flood from my eyes.

I am so empty without you my love
I feel so alone, and so very low,
Lost somehow and yearning for you,
Oh why did you have to go?

I cannot find the words to express
My sorrow deep inside,
My breaking heart and falling tears
They show what I cannot hide.

I miss you just so much you know
I am at a loss, a complete stand still,
I simply cannot find the words
And I dont think I ever will...