All Because of Him

Sitting here,
Feeling lonely,
Then all my flashbacks occur.
Of my first love.

Tears stream to my face,
How he left,
What pain I felt.
All the things he said..

He's happy..
I'm left in stress and loneliness.
He left me with so much to deal.
Walked away and never to be heard from again..

Now,
I'm sitting here on this computer,
Feeling so lonely,
Trying not to think of the past.
Thinking of it will only lead to tears.
My feelings have changed but only thinking,
Why did he change?
Why he leave?
Was my love ever the BS he said.
Does he have a new lover?
While I'm here alone?

Can't stop thinking about him,
Trying to stop but thoughts flowed.
He stole everything from me.
I just want it back....