Your truth and your love (it hurts me either way)

Pride that tells me no
the night that leaves me alone
truth that gets in my way
the time that holds me away
the coldness that keeps me inside
the fear that restricts me
the way you make me feel, that takes my breath away
your touch that stops the whole world
your arms no matter how tight you hold me, they can push me away
your breath that leaves me in awe
feeling your love
like nothing I've felt before
your words that hurt me
the morning i wake up sober
next to you
well now it's over
the way you tell me to leave
the way you ask me to stay
looks like there's a reason
I'm not ready for it today
feels like forever
when it's only been a minute
how you make me feel when were together
and how you make me feel when you're not here
when you're away
when we're broken up
I'm not ready fr that
I'm not ready for your truth or your love
I'm not ready for you to leave me or hate me
not ready for you to stay
because either way I'm scared I'll lose you
around you i lose all respect
around you i feel so nervous
you make me shy
you don't seem to be anything special
but there's something about you only i can feel
i don't quite know what it is
all i know right now is, you are the one