I don't want to eat your food
I don't want to breathe your fumes
I don't want to hear your heart scream
Or feel your lungs breathe
I just want to lay down staring at a blank wall
Doing nothing
Not sleeping not breathing not eating at all
I'll lock myself alone
Quite and cold to the bone
Empty but beautiful
Starving but skinny
Bleeding and so pale
Energy all drained
No strength remained
But I am beautiful
I am perfect
I am skinny
I will be everything you want
And weigh so much less
