If Only I Knew

If only I knew...
That that day was going to be your last,
I would've taken away the negative things i said in our past...

If only I knew...
I'd never see your blue eyes again,
I'd stare into them until our time would end...

If only I knew...
That it would be the last "i love you" said,
I'd lodge those words deep into my head...

If only I knew...
That it was the last time to hold your hand,
I'd explain how much I love you so you would understand...

If only I knew,
I'd never hear your voice again,
Our talks we had, i would've never made end...

If only I knew,
I could never feel your love again,
Every day, I'd make sure you knew you are my best friend

If only I knew,
That I wouldn't have time to say good-bye,
I would've went with you on the ride...

If only I knew,
That I'd wake up and you would be gone...
I never would've nagged on the things that were wrong...

I wish that you were still here with me,
You left so quietly and randomly...
It is NO FAIR that your time was cut!
I saw your grave, my eyes went shut...

We have the rest of our lives to live...
My god, I mean, you were only a kid!
We were meant to grow up with each other,
We were MEANT for one another!

Nobody fills the hole I have in my heart,
Nobody can replace the pieces that fell apart...
You're my one and only baby, i swear it's true,
You were made for me, I was made for you...

And I cry at night before I go to sleep,
Because this pain I have runs so damn deep!
I'll see you again, but not when I want too...
I have to wait a while and i only want you!!!

I miss the words you would say,
When things just weren't at all OK...
I miss your smile that you had,
Nothing in life ever seemed to go bad...

And I hate how I'll never see you again,
This time won't ever seem to end...
I hate how I miss you so damn much!
Your smile, Your voice, Your touch...

My heart still craves to the thought of you,
It always will for the rest of my life on through...
And i promise that I would have left with you,
If only I knew...