R.I.P Grandma i miss you

Its been seven years going on eight and I still cant believe that you're gone,
Why did you have to leave me here to be left all a lone?
Every night I hope to see you in my dreams
And often pretend that things arent as they seem.

Each day that passes me by I cry and cry,
Its like I relieve that moment every day that passes by.
I love you and miss you so much
Oh, how I wish I would feel you're tough.

Everyday I used to sit with you and watch how happy you were,
As you did everything for me to the best you could, just like my mother.
You went through a lot but were still strong.
Day after day without a miss I would see you.
We would share laughter and smiles all around.

You always made me happy.
Thats why it hurt like hell when the phone rand that day.
I couldnt bear the thought that you would be gone away.

And when you went away, I asked God over and over... WHY??
Why did he have to take you away from me?
Even though I knew that one day you would be gone from me,

Sometimes I sit up in my room and all that comes to my mind is you,
How I wish you were still here with me.
Sometimes it seems like I can feel you when you're near,
Like you're watching over me like an angel from above.

As I watched you leave the day before you left me
I prayed to God that we would have fun the next day.
And instead that very next day was the day you silently went with out a goodbye.
God opened the gates and carried you away
I didn't see you anymore.
And that day was the day I felt a sense of emptiness in my heart.

Although you are gone from me, I still feel you in spirit and know you are in a good place.

I miss you dearly grandma and I will never stop loving you.