How could you

How could you???

I beat myself up becuz of the things you put me through. I wonder what did I do wrong 2 deserve what i've received. I really thought it would work out. That we would be together till the end but I guess it wasn't meant. each and every second, every minute, every hour of everyday the thought of you lying to me crosses my mind. How could you treat me the way you did. I gave you all I had and more. You meant everything to me but I guess nothing mattered to you.