Rainy Day

I'm sitting here alone
in this dark and cold night
your picture on my left
a broken rose on my right

i'm thinking about you
just like i always do
remembering what yousaid
i wish i never knew

everytime i tried
to forget about you
something pulled me back
like i wasnt supposed to

but this time is different
i'm feeling so sad
i remember what you said
and nothing is pulling me back

i'm not going to lie
i still love you
but i'll never forget
what you put me through

oneday you want me
next day you don't know
one day we are friends
next day no where close

it's crystal clear that
you love her more than me
it's crystal clear that
you don't even want me

But why play with my heart?
why mess with my head?
i'm sure you always knew
i'll NEVER be on ur bed!!

your memories are still
running in my mind
i dunno what i was thinking
i must have been blind

my brain says let go
my heart says NO WAY
in my world again
another rainy day