Is this who I am

I look in that mirror
To see a side that should never be
I look back
At the shadow that always haunts me

Should I be scared of what I am
For the days of happiness is long gone
I never thought I would end up like this
Is it because my will is not strong

The countless thoughts has crossed my mind
True doubts have entered me here
I can no longer understand who I am
For my other side has disappear

Is this who I really am
Or is my imagination just playing with me
I wonder if I am just a shadow
Or is that I cant accept what I see

My eyes has run dry
My heart can not speak
My ears has gone death
My will is just too weak