I dont want to live

I hate this world
The world that forsaken me
Days have gone by as I see it all end
The skies have cried to me

I walk this road no one should walk
My wish for a better day is all gone
Nothing is left but this hollow shell
As my life flashes before my eyes

The tears of the angels have blessed me
With the fate of my death
Was my life just this pathetic
Nothing is here anymore nothing is worth it

All the weight of this world has stricken me
I don't want to carry the burden
Slowly as my grip loosens
The evil seeps deeper in me

Nothing is needed nothing is wanted
The gun is loaded
With the silent pull of my trigger
My life ends with a bitter sweet taste....