Just Another Girl

I'm only a girl who has no hope,
All i want is a knife and a rope,
I know myself as a curse,
Who only seems to get worse,
From this world i need to vanish,
That is my only dream and wish,
I feel so erased but still I'm here,
With a spot of light nowhere near,
I sit there and wait for who knows what,
With every door around me shut,
I'm lost in my own fade of mist,
With marks of blood on my wrist,
Too many tears in my eyes,
My soul slowly starts to die,
From this torture i'll never be free,
My existance was not meant to be