Memories, Secrets, and Fears

The way our lives work are different from anyone else
I think we have something special
You see it another way

You push me away
Whenever i try
thats what i don't get

All the things we've shared
Memories ,secrets and fears
I don't understand why you don't love me back

You have brought me back to life several times
i just did the same
Begging and pleading
Since i cant live without you
Thats so true

Yet here it goes again
You change things to make it seem like i hate you

I could never or would hate you
I thought i have proved it
Time and time again

But thats not enough in your eyes
the most beautiful thing in the world
So i fight my ever losing battle with you
Which i may never win

*to the one i will never have but need*