This Pain

Please take all this away,
In the end I was just destined to fail,
I don't have the strength to carry though another day,
I watch all my happiness turn pale,
This pain eats at me like rats at my flesh,
Everyone give up on me for I have fallen,
My soul stained and forever a mess,
I'm not a hero i've already fell,
I'm not a lifesaver i'm already dead,
I'm lost wondering how life is good when i'm in hell
I'm sitting here with nothing to say that's not already been said,
I sit here in this darkness and slowly decay,
I live a life with no love just sorrow,
I give up trying to find another way,
As a shell ill barely pull through tomorrow,