ThE bEgGiNiNg Of ThE eNd

I try too hard
I fail too much
Everyones anger
leads me to cut

My mind says "suicide"
My crying eyes do to
But I just close my eyes
And let the pain bleed through

I have nothing left
No feeling...no soul
No respect for myself
I have to let go

No more fake smiles
No more lies
I cant go through another day
And struggle through another night

I don't want to be the disappointment
That I see in my moms eyes
I don't want to be the f**k up
In everyones lives