Who I Am

I am your next-door neighbor.
I am your daughter.
I am your best friend.
I am the girl planning her suicide during math class.
I am the girl with the big smile that hides so much pain.
I am the girl, who hides in the bathroom stall with a sharp object and digs it into her flesh, while you are peeing in the stall next to me.
I am the girl crying herself to sleep when you are dreaming.
I am the girl starving herself, or throwing up in the bathroom while you're enjoying your lunch.
I am the girl who is lost and can't find herself.