Leaving Your Mind

I'm calling you now, no answer on your phone...
I should've known you'd leave me on my own...

Your persuading words made me fall to believe,
That no matter what happens, you'll never leave...

Your words are like bullets shot through my heart,
Everything you said, YOU now tore apart!

You broke your promises over and over again to me!
You were the one who originally made me happy...

I always had this feeling that you were always by my side,
Lately I've tried to get that feeling back, believe me, i've tried!

But you're too "busy" with your so called LIFE,
I guess drinking every day takes up too much time, right?

You told me over again that you just want me to be happy!!!
That's why you came and you helped me...

So tell me why the hell you decided to up and leave without talking to me?
Tell me what it is that i cannot see...

Because I have set in my mind that you're just selfish and a waste of MY TIME,
But then I keep asking myself, who will keep me in line?

You made sure I was always on the right path...
You made sure I got through any aftermath...

So tell me now how do i get through this
When everyday, there's something about you that I miss...

It actually DOES hurt to try and erase you as best as I can,
Knowing that you actually do NOT give a damn...

I'm going to hide from the world now, but I do wish you the best,
As much as I hate you, I want you to be happy, that I confess...

And if you come around like you said you would,
I won't be there to see you because I'm leaving your mind for good...