Have you ever been scared?

Have you ever been sacred?...
but scared, to loose someone you love....
I have..actually, that's how I am right now...I'M SCARE!!
I'm scare, to loose the person I love more than anybody in this world...my mom...I'm scare,that I might loose her...I know that I'm going to loose her sooner or later,but not now...I need her more than ever. I'm going through a difficult stage"being a teenager".
You might be asking yourself, how I'm going to loose her.. My mom has cancer, breast cancer, she has little tumors on her head, she has heart problems and she barely can talk.
To me my mom is my hero,the person I admire the most...why?
Even though, she has all this,she's trying to raise a 10
year old son, that has autism..
Is really hard to be a single mom,with cancer and raising a special kid..but most important she's an awesome mom.
I love her, I respect her and admire her,but at the same time...I don't want to loose her..
I'm going to feel so lonely...I don't wish to nobody the position I am and the position my mom is..I'm going to miss her soooo much..everybody needs their mom...
but if God wants her, is ok,because I know, she will be ok....I know she will be watching me from heaven and protecting me from any evil..I know that I can make her proud,like I'm doing now...
SO...all I'm saying guys...spend as much time you have with your mom's. You don't know how long their going to be with you..tell her, how much you love her and how much you care about her...
Even though they get on your nerves, they just want, what's best for you....
All I'm saying is that, I'm scare, but I'm not that scare,because I know she will be in good hands..God's hands...