No More Chances

He asked for me to forgive and forget
I was shocked my his confidence
But I knew that he still had the regret
But I did not like this aggressiveness

So I looked into his pretty brown eyes
And said "No" without blinking at all
He looked as crestfallen and he sighed
And I knew that's when "us" did fall

Because I did not want to let him off the hook
I did not feel like he deserved my forgiveness
I'm not doing it by what people call "The Book"

When I looked into his eyes I saw my pain
My nights filled with unstoppable tears
And our phone calls that were so insane
Because he exposed all of my fears

My fear of being hurt a person I trusted
My fear of losing that "special" one
The fear of not getting what I lusted
The fear of us being forever done. . .

He did not care when he did it to me
Why would I forgive him when he's down
He didn't care when I was b/c he was happy
Why should I care if all he does is frown?

I gave him all the weeks for him to make it up to me
But he did not even jump at the chance when he had it
When he asked me that question I really wanted to say
"Sorry dude I am just soo tired of all your sh**"