After The BreakUp

He told me that he was my everything
He filled me with his promises and lies
He said that for me he would do anything
He said that right into my innocent eyes

He was my first and last heartbreak
The hours that I cried for what never was
He was my first and last mistake
How I realized there was no "us"

Never in my life had never felt like I did that day
Because I never made someone my everything
I hated it when people said that I would be "OK"
I mean to me that really meant nothing. . .

They did not understand how I felt inside
They do not know what I'm going through
I just put on my fake smile on the outside
Becuase I did not know what I should do

So I pretended that I was not affected at all
And it seemed that he did not care either
Because he did even have the guts to call
After we could not even look at each other

When I saw him everyday my life seemed brighter
Until I realized that he was no longer my boyfriend
But I was always, and always will be a fighter
I tried to not let him hurt me too bad, by being a friend

But it never could be or would be the same
Becuase I always felt so awkward with him
It was so bad that I could not say his name
Without wishing that it was different. . .