Try to get over you

This hole I'm in is growing deeper and deeper,
After I discovered a disguised promise keeper...

Everything you have ever said to me results in one big lie,
And i believed every sound of every word that you just let pass by...

You really did naturally understand who I am,
And I'm starting to see that nobody else really can...

I was so lost that I just needed someone there to care,
And surprisingly, you were the one who showed up there...

But time goes on and I guess you did too...
I lost my stability again and i lost you...

I always saw the time coming but now it's here,
The moment in time i grew to fear...

Where you would stop answering my call,
Memories? I have none at all...

I never knew that I could have a feeling like this,
When I'm confused, sad, depressed, and pissed...

Confused because you told me you cared about me,
But now I see the hole you dug beneath me...

Sad because you filled the unknowing hole in my heart,
And now there's no one to pick the pieces up that fell apart...

Depressed because once again I'm all alone,
Now I have to do this all on my own...

Pissed because all you were was a big damn lie!!!
Now, because of the darkness I see, I just want to cry...

And now I guess there is nothing to do,
Only to try and get over you...