Tired of trying to make everyone happy
tired of feeling as if she hates me
shes happy until i show up then she gets mad
every freaking day it makes me feel bad
i try to cheer her up but its useless
it's like she's only happy when she talks to jess
I'm starting to feel like I'm just a back up
maybe i should just leave cause this is screwed up
sometimes she thinks i like guys more than her...
cant she see she's the only one to me that matters?
she's the reason I'm sticking around
but she's never happy it makes me wanna break down
If only i could leave if only i could die
But i guess I'm afraid to and i don't know why
if just feel like I'm a huge nothing
i smile while underneath I'm crying, just dying!
I cant go on living this way
I'm not good enough for anyone, what else can i say?
