Saw you for the first time in a year

I saw you for the first time in a year,
I never thought that would bring me to tears,
never thought Id see you again.
i loved you but this is now that was then,
that was then this is now cuz the feelings are back
from your friends I heard all you wanted was to get me in the sack,
you said that wasn't true,
and now I don't know what to do,
I want to slap myself for liking you again,
I want to stop but I don't know if I can,
we were hanging out at the park,
until after dark,
we randomly talked to a girl and you started flirting,
and thats about the time I started hurting,
she gave you her digits,
and I got so jealous that I started to fidget,
I couldn't stand there and watch her write,
I just wanted to go home and call it a night,
now all i can do
is think about you,
and all the memories that we've had,
and now all they're doing is making me mad,
now all the pain is starting all over again,
but now its harder to get over you than it was then