Dreaming of pain

Dreaming of my life
how far away it seems
laying in that bed
pulling out that knife
cutting
slashing
digging
how i dream of this suffering
only for a moment
did i feel the pain
but then
remembered all the shame
remembered what you did to me
humiliated
destroyed
dismembered
they broke me down
cut me up
threw me away
as if i didn't exsist
Today i show them
I am alive
Today i show them
the pain they deserve
one by one
they will understand
Dreaming of their lives
laying on their beds
pulling out my knife
cutting
slashing
digging
How real their pain
now they know
they made me insane
one by one
i will make them pay
I survived
but will you?