Screaming awake from a dream
that I hope doesn't come back
to haunt me ever again because
each time I have dreams about
those two people that are my friends
I find myself crying in my pillow in
the middle of the night.
I even see those two people at
school and it makes me want to
go for suicide because I know they
both like each other they just
won't tell me because they know
I would run away from there
friendship, but how do they know
I might not run away I might
kill myself right infront of them
to show them how I felt because
I'm the only one that loves him.
That's what I thought at first
though I might be wrong is this
still a dream or is this real finally
waking up sweating and crying
whispering into the heavens
please god don't destroy my life
like this...
