My Reality

Why am I always the one no one is interested in?
Why am I always the one that never knows whats going on?
Why am I always the one thats never invited to do anything?
Why am I always the one thats joked around with?
Why are things so hard for me but easier for others?
Why am I the last thing on peoples minds?
Why am I not taken seriously?

Sometimes I ask myself why I'm still alive....I'm nothing but a waste of space, a waste of time, a waste of life. Will people notice if I'm gone or just keep joking when I'm still alive?

When will the pain stop?
When will I be taken seriously?
When will people ever be interested in me?
When will I ever be the first thing on peoples minds?
When will I be that guy thats noticed amongst everyone else?
When will I ever be that guy that everyone knows and talks about?
When will people ever care about me? Am I that forgetful to others?

I'm being drained away like the blood from my wounds...all I want is to be forgotten but when was I ever remembered?