Some days

Some days when you feel like its over,
And its better when its all gone,
You go to the kitchen; you pull out a knife,
And the

1st cut is for every day waken up in shame, the
2ndcut is for everything I never meant to go wrong, the
3rd cut is for ever, and all the things I love

Each cut is getting deeper, the pain when will
End

4th cut is for my friend which is you,

For talking to me and trying to get me through,
Sorry I didn't take your advice,
This is the way it has to be,
Painful and bloody,
Cant anyone see,
Its all wrong because of me,
I want to scream,
I want the world to know,
That its not made of flowers and rainbows,
I want them to see me so they wont [mess] up their
Lives like me,

Each cut is getting deeper,
Will the pain ever end?
I raise the knife up to my throat,
The end is soon to be.

5th and final cut is for all you who made my life this hell.