My love for you turned into darkness

I love this one. I think is the one that tells the most of what im going through right know. You should def. comment and let me know what you think.

Everything around me
Just seems so black.
You broke my heart in two,
Know everything feels dark.

Since the moment I told you
And you replied with your answer.
Everything seems so pointless,
I didnt want that to be your answer.

A broken heart caused by you
I would have never thought would be this hard
I wake up in the mornings
Just feeling so sad.

I use to see you in my dreams
Just holding on you tight.
You brought something different in my life,
A different unseen light.

Now all I feel is pain,
But only this is in reality.
Well also in all my dreams,
But it hurts more in reality.

This is something unseen by my eyes,
Something I never felt before.
Honesly I dont know how to deal with it,
Its too much, nothing I've seen before.

How can someone love some one so much,
Dream about them all the time.
But at the same time hate them,
And want to leave them all the time.

I've told myself many times,
To just say goodbye.
That it would save me so much pain,
To turn around and just sigh.

But now its all over,
Because its all in the open air.
Well I think about what you said,
I feel Im running out of air.

Even though I know
That this will never work out.
I know that this is real and biggest thing
That you'll ever miss out.

I been here since day one,
To always lend a hand.
Always helped you through the day,
Helped your heart mend.

But I guess that wasnt enough
To capture the unnattainable.
The one and only one I've ever wanted
Is the one that unreachable..