I love you but goodbye

I thought i really loved you
but that was a lie
i don't deserve you
so now its goodbye

what we had was just so great
all the times we spent together
i had so much fun
i thought it would last forever

all of the sudden
there was a block in our relationship
i cheated you
you said you just wanted to split

later on
you asked me who
i didn't wanna tell you
my world just turned so blue

i felt as if i wanted to die
cause i kept this from you
now I'm sitting in my room
not knowing what to do

my world became clouded
with worry and doubt
i grabbed a blade
trying to find a way out

if my living
causes you pain
then my will leave you
with everything to gain

my mistakes left me
feeling dirty and cheap
clenching the blade tight in my fist
warm began to seep

deeper and deeper
my world is left numb
though i to leave your soul
and this world so young

I'm so sorry
but i cant live with myself
the moment i first saw you
my heart began to melt

which is why I can't bare
to go on living in lies
knowing I did this s@#$ to you
now it's time to say our goodbyes

As shes slowly drifting away
she can't bare to think of him
as she takes her last breath
her light begins to dim

by: Angel Tears and Athena MiLinda