What am i ???

I hide all my feelings
and can't tell the truth

i break anything i touch
and i have no friends

i feel no good
only weakness and pain

i don't like myself
and can't fix a thing

i wish my death
and i hope for nothing

i run and i run
from all difficult things

you can think what you like
but you know who i am

you know deep inside
you don't want a life

if this sounds familiar
it should because

what am i ?
I'm you!!!