Breathing

Killing myself helplessly
Slowly overdosing on Ecstasy
Not knowing which ways up
But still dancing around.
It's crazy my feet dont even hit the ground

Ive lost everything to this pill
My life and my friends.
But one thing thats never stopped
All the sex and all the pot

Take a walk with my friend Mary Jane
The we go to hook up with Dave

This is no longer a life
And it's no longer a game
All i do is just live day by day

I hate the feeling
Of not living
Nothings real

Ive become so numb
to life its sell ;; i do know
It's slowly spiraling down to hell

As long as I'm still breathing
Thats all i ever seem to say
If I'm breathing, you know its been
A good day.

NxF