Deadly beautiful

Story of a girl who lost her world, so she could be beautiful

Fifteen, so sweet, you'd think,
But she's got a secret.

Made up her mind,
The day she came to find-out that he left

I Guess theres another girl
This time blue eyes, blonde hair

She'll do anything to catch his eye
But she knows she'll never compare

Skips school, wont eat, can barely sleep
Takes drastic measure.

Runs seven miles a day in the sun
Wearing a sweater

She turns the radio on so no
one hears what she's doing.
Cuz she's convinced herself
he'll come back to her, when she's perfect.

She's just a girl, who doesn't
know she's already beautiful.
One year ago, if you had seen
her you would never know. This
would be her only out, for every
time she's broken down, and hates
herself, For everything that's wrong i
n life, looks in the mirror to criticized,
she'd rather be beautiful than alive.

Nineteen, one shrink, two times a week,
but nothings changing. Mom cries at night
for her life, cuz she knows she's fading.

She's tried to turn around,
but she's too far in the wrong
direction. Wasn't sapose to be
this way, all she wanted was some affection.

She's just a girl, who doesn't know
she's already beautiful. Five years ago
if you had seen her you would never know
This would be her only out, for every
time she's broken down, and hates
herself, For everything thats wrong
in life, looks in the mirror to criticized,
she'd rather be beautiful than be alive.

Twenty three,
Now she's buried
Underneath red roses.
I'm gonna miss her
And I hope someone learns from this

Maybe she's happy now
Maybe she's finally free
Of not feeling good enough,
And maybe she's rid of her disease.

Shes just a girl, who didn't feel like
she was beautiful. Seven years ago,
if you had seen her you would never
know. This would be her only out,
for every time she's broken down,
and hates herself, For everything thats
wrong in life, looks in the mirror to criticized,
she'd rather be beautiful than be alive.