Don't Love Me

I try not to smile, to act so nice
so I try to put on my only disguise
You tell me I'm beautiful, my smile lights the room
You stare into my eyes, I don't know what to do
I tell you don't love me, don't let me in your heart
Don't say you need me now, please don't let this start
Don't say you're different, you'll treat me right
I know you have something that is shining from inside
Think before you speak, I'm not your favorite girl
Don't get me in your head, I'm not part of your world
Please change your mind, don't grab my hands
I'm sorry, I'm afraid, I hope you understand
I'm in so much confusion, I can't take a chance
We can't lock our lips, but I'll give you the last dance
I know that life is beautiful, I know this for sure
But my thoughts are not the same, not like before
Keep me at a distance, like I was never there
I will break your heart, I'm just making you aware
I don't know why I feel this, it's not the right time
You can't be my love, you cannot be mine
I wish things were different, and I was not naive
I hope that in the end, it's me you'll still need
I hope that one day my words you can forgive
It was never your fault, it was nothing that you did
My life is a whirlwind, it's thrown me on the floor
I hope that when I'm ready, you'll be waiting by my door...