I've done wrong

I cheated on love...my love...the beautiful girl I have...I cheated when she wasn't around...and her heart, at the word of the news, hit the ground...thinkin that I would never do a thing like that...a thing that I thought she might never find out because it was behind her back...but people talk and people speak...things that hurt are heard...things that some people should just never know...but it was wrong of me....the girl I had when I cheated...she came to me...but I went along...I kissed her...without thinking through...thinking of what I should do...what the love of my life will say....but I did, I kissed her...knowing that one day my love will hear the news...and no matter what I tell or lie about, it was me too...I kissed her back...and though I regret what I'd done...and walked away...I went back...with a sexual drive, a sexual urge...it was too compelling...I went to this girl once again and kiss her once more...knowing in my heart I've completely screwed up for sure...but I could have continued, continued to an extent of no forgiveness...there was a difference in what I had done and what I could've done...but then in my mind I saw her face....her beautiful face...a face to love...a face I love...and I knew I just couldn't go through with what I was about to do...I stopped...but perhaps it was too late..I kept telling my love I was sorry...and to please forgive me... with I, almost in tears...but after her tears had fallen down...that I had to hear of...when I wasn't around...her love showed through that she loves me too...far greater than anyone can love someone...she forgave me because or the love we share...although she has forgiven me I have not forgiven myself...I'm sorry and I love you....always...