Pretend

Trying to think of another reason,
Trying to think of another rhyme.
Of another season,
and another time.
Trying to focus,
But not in my mind.
Someday you will see.
Someday you will find.
Take another step forward.
Leave another behind.
Take another look at what you're trying to find.
Deep in your heart,
you'll have to depart.
Of the thought of me.
Of something I can't be.
Of something I can't see.
Maybe of something you won't miss.
Hopefully it'll bring you bliss.
Some point, in the end.
Maybe you'll realize,
This isn't pretend.

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