To self conscious

I'm not really the sexual type so much
too insecure, worried about every touch

Too self conscious and scared cause of the past
you probably think we're moving slow but to me it's kind of fast

You deserve a gorgeous girl who isn't so insecure
so you won't have to worry about what you do to her

I'm too scared that i won't be good enough for you
i really just don't know what to do

Force myself to get over my past and fears
just let it happen and force back my tears?

I want to be everything you want in a girl
so we can grow and let our love unfurl

You deserve a girl with out problems like me
who isn't scared to do things, that's how it should be

I wish it didn't have to be this way
so I'm not worrying everyday

Maybe you are embarrassed cause you aren't getting none
maybe your friends bug you, but it's not a game to be won

I know that I'll get over most of this some time
just hope you love me enough to Wait cause i always want you to be mine

*~*I think it needs some more I'm going to add on to it another time, so please please comment, both negative and positive comments are appreciated, thanks*~*