I wish it wa you still

I lay on my back starring at the stars
waiting for you
but i know you wont come
crickets are singing my lullaby
lighting bugs dancing
and i let out a sigh
I close my eyes and you come to mind
the first day i saw you
I was with him
you were with her
I never thought id have you
the way i did
I never thought i get the chance
to show you what love really is
I didn't think it mattered
but now your not here anymore
You had my heart
a tear seeps from under my lashes
you still do
I cry myself to sleep
but your till there in my dreams
you told me
dreams are what your heart really wants
its truth
i want you
still
we weren't together long enough
to suit me
we weren't together long enough for me to forget you
I open my eyes
and i thought i saw you
a mirage of wanting
i stand up and walk slowly away
one day ill forget
I hope
because i cant live with this pain the way it is