Let me go!

I couldn't help myself,
I had to hide the pain,
When i got back home,
With a knife i had refrained,
The hurt to be bled,
As i cried up in my bed,
Just another day,

As i thought it through,
I had bleakness in my eyes,
Could never hide this pain,
Refraining from lonely cries,

As my heart began to crack,
Blurry memories all came back,
As i sat bleeding on,
Had to face it that your gone,
Trying to be strong,
To figure what i did wrong,

Bruises on my legs, scratches on my face,
Scars all over me i swear,
All because i fell for you,
When i couldn't have you there,

Shadowed darkness lay in my eyes,
Too bad no one heard my cries,
The last time went too far,
Now i wonder where you are,

Painful days as i live on,
Want the world to let me go,
Need to get out,
From feeling this low,

Take me now I'm sick of this,
Living life each day,
I want to die right now,
Please just let me take my life away.......