My sadness

Sad once again!
i can see it in my tears
i can see it in my blood
the way it drips out my eyes,
runs down my fist
the water is black and now running down my chest
but the blood from my vains still keeps flowing down my fist

the razor i used
is right by my side
in the silence of the dark
i know no one will ever hear my cry
that's why
my pain and depression
always makes me want to die