Going crazy!!!!!!!1

These deep thoughts,
my demons within,
every day is a another struggle,
to live on,
these scars on my wrists,
these poems Ive written,
things i relive constantly,
deep emotion,
mind nonstop,
theres not a moment that goes by that I'm free,
free of everything that hurts me,
god!!!
I'm so sick of this!!!!!! I'm dieing inside....
that blade wants me
to glide it across my wrists again.....
no i wont!!!!!! not again!!!!!!!!
i feel so stupid and lame,
people judge me
i hate it ,i hate it all.i hate everything!!!!!!!!
I'm screaming inside,SCREAMING INSIDE!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm so annoyed!!!!!
so frustrated ,ugh i cant do it,i cant breath!!!!, i cant feel.
i just cant...........
I'm slipping away,I'm going,I'm going,I'm gone!!!!!!!

has nothing left to say,nothing in this god d@mn world could fix me,no pills,no group meetings,no journals,no nothing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!