Without You

I wipe my eyes
Before you could see.
The pain and guilt
Built inside of me.
I lied for safety
Hid from reality.
Believed what i wanted
Drowned by sanity.
You act so oblivious
The games you play.
Trying to escape
The prices I pay.
Tears flow naturally
You wouldn't believe
The sickness within
No time to grieve.
Want to be normal
Missing the cure.
I've open my eyes
To the immature.
I want to go home
Sick of this place.
My conclusion is
You're a disgrace.