So Sick Of My Life

I'm so sick
sick of my life
sick of the people in it
sick of all the medications
sick of myself
sick of the things i do
when i am down

sick of the dreams i have
sick of my family
who always pretend
like they know best
sick of my way of life
always cutting, bleeding
always shouting, screaming

nothing to save me from this hell
the blade has already rushed through my veins.
I'm bleeding
slowly but enough to die
hearing the screams of my girl
who sees me there
on the floor
bleeding to death

for i am sick of my life
sick of the things they've done to me
sick of the things I've done
sick of my life
nearly there
but still alive