Every

Every freaking feeling
That I have freaking felt,
Keeps me from seeing,
What it's like for a heart to melt.

Every freaking moment
That I see you with him,
Keeps me from being,
The bright light that shone so dim.

Every freaking day
That I keep to think about you,
Keeps me from hearing,
Of all the things that were supposed to be true.

Every freaking person
That keeps me from being my best,
Keeps me without you,
But it won't end my crimson quest.