I CALL MY OWN SHOTS

Times changed
i run my life
not my sister, brother, bestfriend
me myself and i
yes i'll accept advice
yes i'll deny my happiness taken away
i know what's right for me
i'll decide what makes me smile
i'll decide what makes me cry
so much time spent living under someone else's commands
today after so many tears shed, hidden emotions
everyone pleased to see me happy
i'm as hyper as can be
ima let you in on one secreat
dont be too happy won't happen soon again
IM CRUSHED INSIDE
remeber this
im not the smartest or the brightest
B i call my shots
if i want it, i will, get used to it
you went through a bad past, so did i
we all learn from mistakes, im learning from mine
i want to fall and pick myself up
without you're help
i cry more since you're trying to help me
well how to put it in the right words, there is none
you're not me, we're two differnt people

friday nights , simple girl fights
the drinks are on me
i choose the shots for the night, step aside
let's get waisted, call our own shots
you do your choices i do mine
in the end we're both happy
instead of avoiding each other, instead of building hate
let's do this with alcohol not blood
i'm the next MISS INDEPENDENT
put a smile on imagine you enjoyed this poem very much and give it up
I CALL MY OWN SHOTS.....

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