Hesitation

Hesitation, devastation
i blinked and you were gone
i should have gave you one last kiss
i paused a second too long

i don't know how to make it right
i see no point pretending
i know I'm smarter than this
so here's the love I'm sending

Do you realize how much i care
Do you know i miss you so
it's not goodbye, just see ya later
i fought to hard to let you go.