I hate this feeling;
The feeling of not being in power.
The feeling that my worst enemy knows she can break me.
I hate the feeling that I know they won't come back to me;
and that once I'm done taking what I can take, and giving what I can give, it will all be a loss.
I hate the feeling of no one sitting next to me.
And the possibility that no one is thinking about me.
I know where these feelings come from...
they come from being me.
