The one who loved me........befor he died......

He loved me
i loved him
he kissed me
i kissed him
we loved eachother for 9 years untill that day.......
i was eating with you when you coughed up blood......
you sat next to me bleeding from the inside
i called a doctor.......
you said in your loving voice, "i will love you even if i die......forever i will love you!"
i cryed, sobed the doctors came only to see him in my arms lying so very still........cold, emty, gone.......
i screamed and held on to my only loves had and vowed that we would see eachother again.......

now i am hear sitting broken inside.........not able to love anyone but whe i tryed they pushed me away and said not.......
i sit her wating to see him again........
i can see his blood in my hands and his love in my heart...but i am numb....
i love no more...........only the one person

but i found some one but i can not feel there touch, voice, love.......not until i die.......my heart will remain frozen untill i die and i am happy one again!