Hurt and Pain

HURT AND PAIN

feelings of emptiness inside of me,
intolerable pain wont leave me be,
hatred and hurt welling over,
happiness is a drug now i am sober.

tears forming in the texture of blood,
my soul is empty,dark as mud,
scars as deep as the ocean blue,
how will i ever manage to pull through?

the gates are shut in my mind,
like a long journey without a find,
eyes are like shadows in my head,
love is now gone forever dead.

kindness and sincerity are all a lie,
torture and unfaithfullness should get me by,
inner demons taking over my soul,
my heart, it is as black as coal.

pain and hurt,right down to the bone,
here i am forever alone,
poisen pumping through my veins,
embossing my heart with a piercing pain.

an always forever sense of untrust,
an undying passionate lust,
like a fever,hatred i sweat,
people causing my ultimate regret.

so here i am,living my life,
cutting through it,like a knife,
tears welling,falling like rain,
caused by all this hurt and pain.