IF I TOCK THE MASK OFF

If i take it off people would see my pain, my scars, my lies that i told to everybody. i don't want people see that I'm hurting. i don't want them to see that I'm crying and that I'm lone and that I'm hurting on the inside. I want to open up to my friends but my friends wont let me. Everything will be revealed if i take the mask off but i don't know if I'm ready to do that just yet? My lovers, My dreams, My hate, My loneliness will be revealed. know body will hate me for it.
If I stop crying about all my stuff that happened to me then maybe they would start to care? But that will never happened.