Family Outcast

I feel like the family outcast,
Because I'm always left out...
I always come last,
I'm always in the shadow of doubt...

I don't think about myself as "perfect",
I don't think I'm the best at life...
I only live in the moment,
You all think that everything you do is right...

I screw up every single day,
But yous don't make one mistake at all...
And I think that it's perfectly OK,
Confusion is learning or so I recall...

I smoke and I drink too much,
I like to speak my mind...
I talk about subjects that yous wouldn't dare to touch,
I have trouble leaving grudges behind...

I don't label people with anything,
I laugh when I am completely wrong!
I am willing to try everything!
I'm not afraid to cry because it still makes me strong...

I don't think that the world is under me,
Why act like the all-American family?
I went through so many problems, you see...
But in the end, I'll still die trying to be happy...

Dress up in your finest on Sunday,
I'm get in my four-wheeling clothes...
Try to figure out the correct thing to say,
I mumble words that nobody even knows!

Judge the person who has less than you in life,
I'll offer them a conversation...
Go and do everything that YOU KNOW is "right",
I'll do them too... but probably get probation...

Be quiet, Be precise, Be ignorant and dull,
I'll yell, I'll curse, I'll laugh and shine...
Keep on giving me all of this bull,
Try to give the horns, I'll show you mine...

I won't step down a level to become one of you!
And if you don't like me, then don't...
I was never asking you to,
And trust me, i won't...