Its been a year and a half since I lost you
That was the day my heart broke in two
Cancer killed you slow and painfully
We all had to watch, we all had to see
A wonderful mother, a loving wife
Dying cruelly, being taken from this life
8 years you had to go through this pain
And now without you, things arent the same
The ones left behind, we all have changed
Were breaking away, its all so strange
Its now me and they are just them
I long for my mother, my best friend
Why oh why I ask myself why
But the last thing I do is let my self cry
Well right now I am, im letting myself go
Tears run down my face, I need you to know
The picture of you dying in my head
I see it every night when I am lying in bed
I try not to look, as its just so mean
The worst thing I have ever seen
The way you died mum, I cant forget
So thinking of you I cant let
I miss you so much, it hurts my heart
Now when I think that we will always be apart
I am just so sorry, that it had to be this way
Id give anything to take away that day
I love you so much, and I always and forever will
I always have, and to this day I do still
You were the heart of this family
Its so sad now, the good days are just memories
